I would get a Belt CP V2, the biggest reason is that it is already assembled, you could prob figure out how to build a CP heli but it will be ALOT easier if you already have a basic understanding of how it should work, thats why I always recommend RTF's when people want their first CP, and like you mentioned, you WILL be crashing so its only a matter of a few flights before you get to tear into your new heli. But after you crash the hell out of the Belt CP, look into getting a T-rex 450 clone to swap your electronics from the Belt CP into.